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I wish you would tell me when you started to feel this resentment towards me.
You said you remember living in the shade of my glory. Was it always like this? What about when we were children? Surely we were equal then?
I wish you would speak with me more now that I am older and more aware. I realize I was naive during my youth; I overlooked a lot of favoritism because it benefited me, I was cocky and reckless in battle, I neglected you in favor of friends.
There were signs that I should have noticed and wished you would have explained. You became more reclusive, verbal sparring was replaced with our usual physical sparring, you smiled a lot less and you acted as if I was always wasting your time.
As I became older my priorities shifted. A good battle, drinks, and regaling war stories with friends used to be what I lived for.
I cannot pin down when you became my all-consuming thoughts. Perhaps it was when I started to take interest in where you went at night, maybe it was during that one sparring session where we almost kissed, or maybe it was the time you left without an explanation or location for months then returned injured never speaking of your journey. You were an anomaly to me, bewitching my body and soul with curiosity and lust.
I will always remember your face of pleasure when you allow yourself to come undone if only for the short times we shared in private. You always seemed so confident and domineering when you stole my ability to speak with kisses. You took me too the brink over and over then reassured me as I fell from my high. I came with your name on my lips and watched as you swore and whispered mine.
I will keep these memories and hold them in high reverence even though you do not. Even as you share her bed, scream her name, and reminisce of happier times with her. Perhaps she was there for you in the past when I was not.
I only hope she gives you everything you deserve and nothing you do not.
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